Thursday, July 20, 2006

Alot of things happened ytd...

haiz...

godlike sad...

moi head is splitting right now...

haiz...

why does moi life seem to be so sad...

ARGH!

Maki is angry with me...

for not being home ytd...

for not taking care of moiself...

for not staying at home...

for creating trouble...

the reason why i go out often is coz i cannot be alone in a room...

i totally cannot be left alone...

i am lost, lonely, sad...

but did maki ever noticed it?

will he?

haiz...

when ever i'm at (maki's) home...

i am just some neglected shiet...

unless he wants t eat or drink something then he would remember me...

he's very absorbed into games...

haiz...

T_T

nvm bah...

haiz....

head dam pain...

feel like puking soon...

but seriously i dun really remember anything tt happened ytd...

except tt dir and muo told me tt i was going thru some traumatic experience...

shivering, frightened, crying, staring into cold blank space...

it happened often...

haiz...

i'm just some weak shiet...

haiz...

haha...

life is shiet...

feel like dying now...

_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
>> titledat 7:27:00 pm__


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